There's nothing wrong with being normal unless you don't want to be.
If you've been struggling with emotions on the inside, it's okay. Building yourself back up takes time, but it's worth it. Happiness doesn't come from money. Happiness doesn't come fame. Happiness comes from having a purpose and making a difference. But, how will you be able to help if your foundation is cracked? Take back your mind, your emotions and make it into a place you truly would want to live!